Razan Nouk is a junior and a reporter for Fishers Tiger Times. Her views do not necessarily reflect those of the newspaper.
Many students here at Fishers High School lead lives that feel like a constant, breathless sprint. From the moment the first bell rings at 8:30 a.m., the race is on. We are not just students, as we are athletes, musicians, club presidents and employees. We are a generation defined by the “hustle,” constantly told that our value is measured by the length of our resumes and the depth of our exhaustion.
We are racing against a clock that seems to tick faster with every passing grade level. Freshman year felt like a lifetime, but by junior year, the months are blurred. We talk about the future as if it is a destination we have to reach at top speed, forgetting that the journey is actually our life.
The reality, however, is unyielding: we only have 24 hours in a day. We have the same 24 hours every week, every month and every year. It is a finite currency, yet we spend it as if we have an infinite supply, throwing every second into “productivity” until we have nothing left for ourselves.
I was sitting at a cafe here in Fishers, watching the world through a rain-streaked window. The sky was a heavy, bruised gray and the rain has been drumming a steady rhythm against the pavement all day. There is something grounding about a storm; it forces the rest of the world to slow down, even if just for a moment.
I was nursing a rose-matcha drink—the pale, earthy green of the tea clashing softly with the dried pink petals scattered on top. In this moment, I had no meeting to attend, no practice to rush to and no deadline looming over my shoulder. For the first time in a long time, I did not feel “behind.”
This lack of “somewhere to be” has brought me a sense of peace I did not know I was missing. We often treat a “mundane” life as something to fear, a sign of a lack of ambition. But in the quiet, I have found the mental room to actually think about who I am when I am not being a student or a reporter.
Having enough time to read a book for pleasure feels like a radical act. In the pressure cooker of high school, reading is usually a chore—something to be highlighted, analyzed and tested. Reading for the sake of the story, without a clock ticking in the background, is a luxury the busy life does not allow.
I have also found myself returning to hobbies I had long since shelved. These are the “useless” things—the creative outlets I put off because they did not contribute to my GPA or look good on a college application. I realized I had been sacrificing my joy at the altar of “perfecting” my grades.
In the hallways of Fishers High School, we often wear our exhaustion like a badge of honor. We trade stories of three-hour sleep cycles and caffeine-induced jitters, as if they were medals of valor. We have been conditioned to believe that if every square on our digital calendars is not color-coded, we are failing.
But when we treat our youth as a performance for a future resume, we stop inhabiting the present. We become experts at doing, but we forget the art of being. We are so busy building a “future” that we are completely absent from our own present.
There is a specific kind of magic in the mundane that we miss when we are rushing. It is the way the afternoon light hits the cafe floor, or the muffled, comforting sounds of the espresso machine and soft chatter. These are the details of a world that exists outside of our personal stress.
Constant activity acts like a set of noise-canceling headphones for our own internal dialogue. When the music of “productivity” is always blasting, we never have to hear what we are actually thinking. A mundane life allows the noise to fade, letting our own voices finally speak.
The summer is about to be here any second now, and the anticipation is thick in the air. I can feel the weight of responsibility beginning to shift. I am ready for the burdens of perfectionism to fall off my shoulders and stay there.
I want to enjoy the details that most people miss in their race to the finish line. I want to take a walk where my only “goal” is gazing up at the shifting shapes of the clouds. I want to see the way the wind moves through the grass without worrying about a practice schedule.
I want to listen to the birds’ chirping until it is not just background noise, but a melody. I want to rediscover the Indiana landscape that we usually only see as a blur through a car window. There is beauty in our town, but you have to be moving slowly enough to see it.
We fear being “boring” because we live in a culture that demands us to be “extraordinary” at all times. But there is a quiet bravery in deciding that “nothing” is exactly what you need to do. It takes courage to step out of the race and just sit on the sidelines for a while.
As the final bell of the year approaches, my goal is not to have the most Instagram-worthy, action-packed summer. I am not looking for grand adventures or a stacked itinerary that leaves me more tired than when I started.
I am looking for the ordinary. I want days that feel long and afternoons that are so quiet you can hear the world breathing. I want to reclaim my time, second by second, until my life feels like it belongs to me again.
Maybe the “mundane” is not a sign of a life standing still. Maybe it is a sign of a life finally being lived. In a world that never stops moving, the most rebellious thing you can do is sit still and enjoy your tea.
So, as we head into these warmer months, I challenge my fellow Tigers to embrace the boring. Put down the planner, turn off the notifications and look at the clouds. You might just find that the mundane life is the most exciting one of all.
